Warning ; depressed post.
Sometimes I wonder in life why I’m not like others. I walk around school with a sassy attitude, head held high, and smile on my face. But on the inside I’m truly not any of that. I see the same girl every single day as I walk down the hall. I’m close to her and love her dearly. But lately it hasn’t been the same thing.. I look at her and sometimes even wonder “Why isn’t my boyfriend dating her?” I look at her and wonder why I can’t be that skinny, beautiful, with flowing brown hair. Straight teeth, amazing personality, and great friend to me. I recently tried to cut her off.. and I know what you’re thinking now. But it’s not like that. I got to the point where I would come home every night and wonder why I wasn’t like that. I tried to save myself by cutting her off, but almost ended up cutting myself. I’m sorry I’m not perfect. But whoever you are out there, this is just my story. Stay strong, because someone out there loves you. I’m always here if someone ever needs to talk.